... warm, and drifty. It's difficult to think like this, and that subject isn't exactly easy for it in the first place.
It feels love for L. By all measure, by all comparison of depictions in fiction and dictionary definition, that is objectively the name for the sensation it experiences. It trusts him. It feels strong affection for him. It forgives him when he makes mistakes. It feels unhappy when harm comes to him. It enjoys time spent in his presence.
And it knows-- it knows beyond the shadow of a doubt-- that he feels the same way in return. It knows, because it has felt it, because it has seen all the same signs, though L's emotional reactions to them are quite... unusual.
Perhaps the best way to describe how it feels is...]
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... warm, and drifty. It's difficult to think like this, and that subject isn't exactly easy for it in the first place.
It feels love for L. By all measure, by all comparison of depictions in fiction and dictionary definition, that is objectively the name for the sensation it experiences. It trusts him. It feels strong affection for him. It forgives him when he makes mistakes. It feels unhappy when harm comes to him. It enjoys time spent in his presence.
And it knows-- it knows beyond the shadow of a doubt-- that he feels the same way in return. It knows, because it has felt it, because it has seen all the same signs, though L's emotional reactions to them are quite... unusual.
Perhaps the best way to describe how it feels is...]
... frustrated.